Jonny leaves the country for a business trip this month, to one of the many countries I can only dream of visiting. The last few weeks has been a whirl wind of many thoughts that are said out loud and thoughts that are in twirling in my mind that I thought had come out already.
Jon is my best friend and I will miss him more than anyone can understand or maybe someone can understand. He is starting his career, its been a long time waiting for this journey to begin. But I must admit I know that it is going to open so many doors for our dreams to possibly come true! So what I have to do is move forward and no going backwards. For the strength I need for myself and my family will be needed in our home while Jonny is gone.
The house may seem empty at times and quiet and his jokes and laughter that makes my heart pitter patter will not filter our cozy home, I know in the bottom of my heart that I will not be alone. It feels lonely right now and my throat is joking up as I write this post. I am so grateful for a husband who adores me and one who loves and knows what is best for his family!
So cheers to mixed emotions and not knowing what the end of the month will hold or here after
all I know is that when the end of the month comes, it will be one of the best days of my life. To see my love’s face after two weeks of being apart will make me feel whole again. Thank the Lord he has provided family and friends.
I love you babe, I can’t wait to hear all about all the things you see and the stories you will have to share when you get back!
The mug below is from Starbucks, I had to pick it up because it will remind me of where Jonny will be
